actually i got alot of things i want to say, so much that i dont really know how to kai shi, haha. was reading some of my juniors' blogs, as in like 2years-younger-than-me-now-j1 juniors then suddenly had some weird feelings ok i shall explain later.

these days! WORK WORK WORK mon-fri 9-6 and tuition on tue/wed/thur/sat i dont have much time to do anything else hahaha i dont even enough time to sleep la. i miss going out and having fun and enjoying life but on the other hand i need the money and most of the time thats whats keeping me going :) and im trying to keep reminding myself to be glad and appreciative that i have a job amidst singapore's "longest and sharpest recession" quoting MyPaper HAHA which is an office-people-paper which people gives out for free every morning around 8am at the mrt stations and at lunch hour at Amoy Food Centre which is also basically an office-people-hawker-centre haha. :D ok la actually now im learning something right. like im experiencing how is it like to be a shang ban zu. so i guess thats good. something new.

the adults at work are quite serious most of the time, especially when my desk is like totally no privacy at all there're people surrounding me hahahha but OKAY LA its near the toilet......... oh 3-5pm is the WORST time of the day the time CRAWLS past its like every time i look at the time it has only been a minute or something i swear its so torturous. LUCKILY :D :D my friends at work make it much better. even though we dont really get much chances to talk given that our tables are (purposely) rather far away from one another haha but having them ard during lunch and our self-proclaimed break at 430pm :D makes work much more bearable. its cool really how 5 of us all from different jcs can click in a way..... not in the comfort zone way but in a comfortable way which is still nice. i mean, we only known one another for less than 3 weeks :)

last thursday the office people had some event going on like listen to the CEO talk or sth so the office closes at 330pm! so we can like go off hahaahahah it was a good day :D we went cine to watch the movie Changling which is actually pronounced as Change-ling while all of us were like, chan-ge-ling? chang-ger-ling???? hahahahaha funny. i liked the movie, but some parts are disturbing i must admit. but Angelina Jolie is a really good actress. the front was bit draggy but it got better towards the back. a good movie to catch, its like more of the meaningful and good movie kind than the nice and funny kind which doesnt leave you with much after the 2hours. i wanted to watch a good movie for a looong time. guess this is not bad :) after that the 5 of us, me + thingthing (nj) vanessa (nyj) yijie (tj) mieoteng (vj) we talked at kfc for like 2 and a half hours!!!!! like just sitting there and talking and laughing hahahha while yijie ate, the rest of us had dinner at home so we merely shared a box of cheese fries lol but i dontknow what we were saying, we ended up realising we are all inter-linked cause of friends' friends and all that it was so funny we were just talking nonsense hahaha but it was fun. :D oh a few days before that i realised thingthing's actually shermin's nj squash friend hahaha cool oh anyway ITS A VERY VERY SMALL WORLD. :) anyway, we got so high talking and laughing we decided to have a BACK TO SCHOOL day @ work the next day (fri aka dress-down-day) LOL

yeaaaaaahhhhh hard to believe but yeah we wore half u to work HAHAHAHAHHA insane right the office people were like so curious some even asked if we had school that day, even the security guard asked! lol hahaha i think that day the people at tanjong pagar/raffles place think we're insane




hahaha thingthing disappeared during lunch so couldnt take photos with her, thats her isolated workspace :D which i started to vandalise with post-its :) and the following photo after that is my desk, where i sit at and stone at every single day :( the thing on the com is the weird software database which is frigging complicated.

THATS US :D from left, -thingthing,me,yijie,mieoteng,vanessa :):) my dear friends at work hahaha. anyway taking this photo was DAMN scary we took it in the pantry (you can see the fridge behind us lol) during office hours like 5pm or sth when we're facing the camera we're actually facing the outside as in there's no door or whatever to the pantry so anyone who walks past can see us and we'll really GG haha we actl wanted to talk photo after work but thingthing had to rush off so had to do this lol it was super exciting though :D

okay. enough about work, ehhhhh I TOOK LEAVE TMR thats why im still on the com now (12.55am) going back to hwachong tmr! omg i miss school so much :( actually im waking up earlier tmr than working days but guess the excitement will keep me going. working days i have to sleep at like 11plus 12 or i'll be dead tired the next day, whats more with the boring job of staring at the computer without an internet connection-.- tmr's hc cny celebrations! anyway, i was saying yeah.. weird feelings... its like super weird when you read the posts of the j1s talking abt the school, the canteen, the class benches, the wings and them saying they dont really feel comfortable yet cause yeah its a new environment and everything. but then to you its such a familiar place, the place where we spent our 2 years, playing, studying, our ups and downs... when they say they feel like going back to nanyang cos they think hc is old and everything i feel angry its like insulting a place where i'll love to be every single day HAHAHAHHA ok im insane. but i love my school alot. seriously. hearing them talking abt a place which to them is new and unfamiliar and probably yeah... old... but to me is a place so close to my heart. sigh. and yeah, hearing them talking abt the school sayings its THEIRS feels weird. i mean, i know its theirs-.- its something which is theirs but used to be mine. but isnt it mine now too. SIGH :'( ahhhh okay i dont know what im saying. i love hwachong <3